Babble

today is beautiful. when i saw the sun this morning, i was positive that it was going to go away...but to my suprise, it has stayed! days like this are my absolute favorites for many reasons. first off, it has been rainy and cold for awhile, so i was sick of it. second reason, i can drive with the window all the way down and sing as loud as i want. and third, i get to wear my sweet new sunglasses! :-)
today, as i was driving and looking at the mountian and singing with my window rolled down i was thinking about alot of stuff. as i was thanking God for all the beautifullness that was surrounding me, i wondered why we couldnt have more days like this. then this thought came to my head, hummm i bet God gives us "ugly days" and "pretty days" for a reason. if we had pretty days all the time, then we would never be thankful for them, and God wouldn't get all the thanks He deserves...okay so after i learned something new from God i turned up my cd player and heard this wonderful song..(( this is just part of the song)) - - This is a moment made for worshipping. Cause this is a moment I'm alive. And this is a moment I was made to sing a song of living sacrifice. For every moment that I live and breathe this is a moment made for worshipping. i just sat there and thought, wow! it really is amazing how God just does little things like that to make you smile. it was like this really weird//amazing feeling like oh my gosh, God was actually just listening to me think, and God just saw me smile at the sun, and He could hear me sing. i dont know how to explain it...it was just good :)

okay...on a diffrent note: i have a funny story. i fell down at the shell station last night ((i mean like really bit it! ))... So i get up to see if anyone saw, and no one did. well so i thought. then when i get to carols, my mom calls me and it like "how is your butt?" and i started dying laughing. well, it actually wasnt my mom who saw me, it was the Tigers. so, i had to get the story out before people were hearing it from them! :-) hehe.

Eyes

the other day when me, carol, and mindy were on our way to meet mychael for dinner mindy and carol brought up an interesting topic of discussion. somehow, we were all talking about colors or something and mindy and carol, go, "dont you ever think that the way you see something is totally different than what others see?" (( i was not aware that mindy or carol were that deep of thinkers)). i thought it was the weirdest thing. just to let you know, i do not think that we see things differently. we see thing the same, i know this. by this i mean the way our eyes see something not our opinions and stuff. anywhooo, mindy and carol seem to think that the color blue that i see is different than the color blue they see. and they also think that when i look in the mirror, i am not really seeing what i look like. this is just so weird and false to me. i need to know what other people think about this. if you agree with mindy or carol, please tell me why. if you agree with me, then enough said. :-)

Dr. Pepper

man. this late arrival thing rocks. and when i say late arrival, i dont mean 9:15...i am talking i get to sleep in until 10 o' clock! i am totally loving it! this morning it was actually hard to get up though. because, when i know that i dont have to wake up early i tend to want to stay up later and think that it will be no big deal. not a good idea. my body didnt like it. well the thing with last night was that i put in a movie about 10, and it was over about 12 ((not a bad hour)). but i had a dr. pepper, not to mention that i had 2 more earlier in the day, and so this caused me to toss and turn until about 1am. once i finally fell asleep i woke up about every hour. grr! so. with all this i have a new resolution. no, i am not giving up dr. pepper, but here is my new rule: no dr. pepper after 8 o 'clock ((unless it's the weekends)). so if you see me drinking dr. pepper after 8pm just slap me. kay, thanks!

Phew!

okay. so i totally just took like an hour and added a bunch of people as links! it took me along time, so be grateful! and i changed my layout and things! i love it ~ so enjoy...and i better be seeing my name appear on some of your links or my face will cry ... no joke intended.

People

david's talk on tuesday taught me a lot! i know anyone who was there (( including david )) is probably like i didnt get that vibe from her. but as impatient as i get with david and his questions, he still teaches me alot! i usually dont realize how much God was speaking to me until im driving home. anyway, on tuesday david challenged us to live "in the world but not of the world". this is something that i have known for my whole life. God usually does that. He will teach me something that i already know, but just make it more real for me. so, as i was driving home it really sunk in that this world DOESNT MATTER. nothing. nothing at all. not the car im driving in, not the show i am speeding home to see. all that matters is people. they are the most important thing to God, so they should be the most imporant thing to me. it is amazing how your day changed when you go on with that purose: love people. you start to see what really matters. i could talk on what i have been learning since tuesday for a long time, but i think i would be late for school. all in all, im learning not to love the things of this world...but love people, and strive everyday for my reward in heaven. :-)

Saturday's

saturday's amaze me. sometimes they can be the total best and then sometimes your just like ehhh i really, really want it to be sunday. but, then im like "gross, no i dont cuz then that just means monday is coming sooner". but anyways, this weekend has been kind of those "so gross" weekends so far. when i have these "gross" weekends one thing never changes though, and that is God. i was going to put right there my relationship with God but then i decided against it cuz it was false. my relationship with Him does change. amazingly enough, on these kinds of days i am super close to Him. i have decided that the reason i am is because He is the only one that hasnt done something to tick me off, and He is the only one who actually cares and listens to me at the moment. as i am writing this i am thinking to myslef, why cant everyday be like that? i mean, when everything is going good, and i am satisfied then i tend to just thank God when i get the chance, but i never really talk to Him unless i am not satisfied or mad at something or someone. gosh, His love really does amaze me...more and more every day!

ps. i am really beginning to like these blog things. they help. :-)
double ps. i am going to corban!! lol.

YAYY YAYY YAYY

I GOT INTO CORBAN!! i am soooo excited! yayyyy...this is what my face is doing right now :) :) :) :)