Saturday's

saturday's amaze me. sometimes they can be the total best and then sometimes your just like ehhh i really, really want it to be sunday. but, then im like "gross, no i dont cuz then that just means monday is coming sooner". but anyways, this weekend has been kind of those "so gross" weekends so far. when i have these "gross" weekends one thing never changes though, and that is God. i was going to put right there my relationship with God but then i decided against it cuz it was false. my relationship with Him does change. amazingly enough, on these kinds of days i am super close to Him. i have decided that the reason i am is because He is the only one that hasnt done something to tick me off, and He is the only one who actually cares and listens to me at the moment. as i am writing this i am thinking to myslef, why cant everyday be like that? i mean, when everything is going good, and i am satisfied then i tend to just thank God when i get the chance, but i never really talk to Him unless i am not satisfied or mad at something or someone. gosh, His love really does amaze me...more and more every day!

ps. i am really beginning to like these blog things. they help. :-)
double ps. i am going to corban!! lol.